Wednesday 22 May 2013

So long farewell!

IT'S TIME TO BID FAREWELL.
What's left behind here are memories.
Oh dear,
You won't be forgotten!
But
I must go..

Saturday 25 August 2012

Do not be hesitant. Be persistent.

Well well well, guess what?
Firstly.......................Im sick again, this sucks :( what more im in the midst of prelims. But on the bright siddddddeeeeeee, its during my break. I hope i get well before my olevel english oral on tuesdayyyyyy :(

Secondly.....................MY SPECTACLES BROKE :'( oh dear specs, you've served me well!!

Monday 6 August 2012

Don't be a wet blanket

I usually do not blog about my quiet time but this time I have this sudden urge to do so.

"Another time Jesus went into the synagogue, and a man with a shriveled hand was there. Some of them were looking for a reason to accuse Jesus, so they watched him closely to see if he would heal him on the Sabbath. Jesus said to the man with the shriveled hand, “Stand up in front of everyone.”Then Jesus asked them, “Which is lawful on the Sabbath: to do good or to do evil, to save life or to kill?” But they remained silent.He looked around at them in anger and, deeply distressed at their stubborn hearts, said to the man,“Stretch out your hand.” He stretched it out, and his hand was completely restored. Then the Pharisees went out and began to plot with the Herodians how they might kill Jesus." - Mark 3:1-6

Looking at that situation from every single character's own point of view, personally, I think I can relate most to the Pharisees. But this does not mean that I literally want to kill Jesus, or find fault in Him.

In our everyday lives, we as normal human beings would at least witness a random act of kindness from someone. Either we see it, or experience it. But what do we do? Usually, I would just watch. And if I have the mood, I would help out. That's not my point.

Like these Pharisees, I would be watching someone I do not really like closely to try my best to find fault in whoever whenever they are putting God's words into practise. Then I would budge in excitedly and correct them thinking that I am all knowing and awesome. But nooooo, I am not. In fact, they are the ones who are awesome. I mean look at them, they dare put God's words into practise and for someone to take that leap of faith and courage to do so, it's amazing. And what right do I have to try to find fault in them? I ought to stop being that wet blanket and dampen their faith. But instead be supportive of them and learn from them yeah yeah yeah? :)
G'night!

Thursday 2 August 2012

Studies > Everything else

Thursdays are always the suckiest and longest day ever. And it never fails to feel like a Friday. Which results in so much laziness and reluctance to get work done and the dread to have to attend school the next day. Oh wait, Thursdays aren't the longest, it's just a day when we use up most of our brain juices (so many tests & longest school curriculum along with Fridays) and have none left for Friday. Instead, Fridays are the longest and busiest. So busy to the extent I've no time for meals. True story. But being a Cherie, I'll definitely find time to munch on something small, even if it's really small. Then again, if it's really small, I'd get more, to fill me tummy. Heee. I can't survive without food. Food > everything, just kidding.

Talking about food. Should I fast with my class tomorrow? It is Fasting Fridays with Farisya Farid! I tried fasting last week, at the end of the day I was so pale and almost fainted before I could buka aka break fast. I think I survived that Friday because I didn't move around much, therefore I did not use much energy. But then again sitting around the whole entire day might have caused my lethargy. Or maybe it was due to my lack of sleep. Anyway, I survived. Lol. Hmm..I'm contemplating if I should do a partial fast or a half day fast. Probably a half day fast. :) But I wont be able to break fast with my qt class because it clashes with youth :( Oh well.....

This is going to sound really nerdy but I'm not going to care. I need to really start prioritising asap.

My motto: Studies > Everything else.

For now at least. God is definitely above all that. In fact, I do everything with Him. SO, my prelims lasts for 4 weeks (Sept hols included) but my papers only takes up 7 days (not consecutive). It is like one paper then a week break then another paper. Really. Wow. Seriously. Well done, school. I really do not like the Prelim timetable, I want to enjoy my holidays, not literally but to rest! Then again, looking at the bright side, it means more time to study :)

O-level English Orals in few more days to come, I'm so scared. Sigh, where can I find the confidence to speak my mind? Can I buy it? Where can I buy it then?
Sadly, you can neither find nor buy it. I believe my God will bring me through this. 

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer or petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." - Philippians 4:6 

He will guide me through this. Amen! Got to pray for a sound mind when it comes to studying! Got to start studying!!! Time is running out. Have you thought about it? Every single time is running out. My time, your time, God's time, Earth's time, the World's time. No time to lose!

Time to move my ass and bathe!

Peace be with you always,
OH LOOK! A ducky is behind lol